Subject: Meant To Be

HIGH:
Some people are just meant to be with each other.  I can just tell by the way my wife looks at me.  :)

LOW:
I failed the California Bar Exam for the second time.  0 for 2.  Yah, it doesn't feel good.

I've been thinking a lot about this, especially after I failed the first time.  Maybe I'm not meant to be a lawyer.    So what am I going to do?  For one thing, I'm going to take a year off from studying.  Maybe then I'll know if I should try again.

Subject: eMax.net & February Bar Exam

HIGH:
My startup company just launched! 


I firmly believe that eMax is going to be the next successful web 2.0 company that will revolutionize global financial services by the power of aggregate buying and the Internet.  The business concept is simple, yet powerful.  If you click on my site and sign up, you can earn up to 10 shares of the company, win an iPod, and more. 

There's absolutely NO risk because you're just providing your email address.  Don't worry, eMax will NOT spam you or you all can punch me.  =)  Thanks for your support!

LOW:
February's CA Bar Exam is over!

This isn't really low, but 18 hours of this monster exam wasn't very fun.  Fortunately, I feel MUCH more confident than my first test experience.  I know I did my best and I have faith that God will take care of the rest.

Thanks so much for everyone's prayers and support.  I'll find out the results in May.  For now, I'm going full-time into making eMax a success. 

Subject: Living Faith & Loving Those Who Have No Faith in Me

HIGH:
I have never felt so productive in my life.

The results I'm having from my experimental performance-based studies, as opposed to time-based studies, is encouraging.  The progress I'm making with a startup business I co-founded is remarkable.  The fact that I'm witnessing people grow closer to Christ makes life fulfilling.

Although the first three weeks of 2007 have been extremely busy, my faith in God have never been so strong.  The productivity I've experienced thus far inspires me to take even bigger leaps of faith.

LOW:
Please pray for me to be more patient, forgiving, and understanding for those who do not have faith in me.

If these loved ones actually had faith that I was maximizing my life to the fullest, they would not question my lifestyle.  The fact that I've never felt so productive in my life would actually surprise them.  The knowledge that I have planned, calculated, and prepared for the short and long-term goals would prevent them from worrying and making judgmental remarks.

I do not have to justify my actions to people who trust me.  I do have to explain in explicit and excruciating detail, however, to those who do not.  Despite such concerns, I thank the Lord for providing me loved ones with the best intentions.  I only pray that they learn to take that leap of faith with me and simply trust in His plan for all of us.